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Yes. Well...
So, I've got about 15 notebooks full of stuff, and I'm going to try and dump them into here.

If it says Rough, I mean it. :P


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IB #3 6.4.3 - Changeling bits

This is not quite right. just a bunch of images I jotted down while riding the bus the other day.

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I have walked through the millennia. I have seen the rise and fall of civilizations. I have witnesses the creation of history, but it all seems as if it were a dream. I feel as though I am a woman without a past, cursed with a remarkably vivid imagination. There are times that I almost believe that this illusion I have created is indeed reality, but the scars tell me otherwise.

We take a human child, leaving in it's place the stillborn chaff of our own wombs. She'll drink from my breast, feeding on the elixir of immortality.

I stole my child from a woman in Paris. She was ragged and bedraggled or she was poised and elegant, I do not remember.

That night it rained. I was exhausted from the birth of the beast that had grown within me. I took the thing that I has expelled from my womb and wrapped it in a soft blanket. In the moonlight it almost looked human.

I ran hard and fast down the wet streets. The child stirred slightly, betraying it's first movements. I clutched it harder, tighter, and ran to the house I had seen that afternoon. I prayed that the woman would still be there.

I had finally given birth in a dark garden the night before, pulling a pile of brush over the creature before I collapsed into exhaustion. In a few short hours , that bloody mess would live, would begin to breath and would begin to feed. I needed my strength to carry it to another and take her child in it's place.

I climbed painstakingly up the drainpipe outside of her window. I was careful that I made no sound. The window was blessedly unlatched and open. As I listened, I could hear the mother moving down below. I crossed the room to the cradle in the corner and the burden in my arms grew heavier with each step. It struggled to be free from my grasp. It was less than a day old and already it was strong. When I approached the cradle, it stirred so forcefully that I almost dropped it, but the blanket was wrapped tightly and it struggled in vain.

She was a vision. A blond pale child lying in a bliss of innocent sleep. I clumsily fumbled with her blanket, desperately trying to keep her from the beast in my other arm. I held her against my shoulder and dropped the other into her place with a solid thud. He was growing too fast. He struggled within the blanket but he could not yet free himself. Soon, he would think to wail and summon the woman downstairs.

There was one more task to be performed in order to make her mine. I reached into my belt and pulled out a small knife. I covered her mouth to keep her from crying out and cut the palm of her hand, letting the blood fall freely onto him. He had freed one of his own hands and I caught and cut deeply into his as well. His blood mingled with her blood and it was done. I fled through the window and to the street below. When I reached the garden gate, I heard the wild cry of a frightened child following me away from the house and the sweet smelling infant in my arms grew deathly quiet.

I fed her in a nearby park, watching her face blush with life. I had not cut her deeply, just a scratch, but it would still leave a rugged scar. When she is older I will tell her how it came about, but for that moment I rocked her in my arms and dreamed.

Later, I walked past the garden gate and peered up into the window where I had found her. The mother will have only a slight unsettled feeling with her new child. For all that she and her family knew, he was always male. The birth certificate will be corrected as a typist's error. The clothes and toys will seem a mistake on the part of the givers. They had always wanted a daughter, but they will make due with a son.

He will grow quick and strong, feeding hungrily upon his mother's essence, sucking her life from her year by year until she has aged beyond what is natural and she will die quietly and alone. Her only legacy will be that she served him well.

He will move from her wing to a string of pretty young things that will flutter around him and feed his hunger for a while. Nothing will satisfy him. There is nothing that will save him. He will grow restless in his games and move on, traveling the world in a fruitless search for a thing that he cannot name.

It is then that I will call to him. I will make myself known and he will find us, his mother and his fair sister asleep in the ice, buried deep in the cold and he will finally know peace.

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